Name:Danica Marie Country:United States State:Washington Metro:Tri-Cities Birthday:9/22/1984 Gender:Female
Interests:
I love to... *create* *dream* *inspire* *be inspired* *act* *sing* *smile* *laugh* *learn* *travel* *cook* *hug* *KISS* *eat* *take road trips* *exercise* *party* *do random things* *make someone laugh* and *smile* *see/talk to ppl I haven't seen/talked to in ages* *re-live wonderful memories*... I love to *write* *praise God* *worship* *listen to music* *cruise* *drive and sing* explore* *dance* *be a part of changing a person's life for the better :)* *leave legacies* learn different languages* *be a part of another culture* *make someone's day* *touch a person's life* *shop* *live in God's greatness* *take pictures* do life with others* *love on people* *serve others* *do remarkable things* and SO much more... these aren't hobbies, these are all a part of my lifestyle and it is truly the essence of who I am! :)
Expertise:Organizing, loving, creating a day filled with laughter and putting a smile on your face! :D Occupation:Student Industry:Other
I have decided that I will now be journaling on myspace instead of here.... the reason is because I will be able to set up a preferred list so I know exactly who can look at my journals... and I don't mind if ppl look at my blogs at all... it's just that I kinda like to see who those ppl are... so if you want to still be able and read my stuff then ask me to add ya and I will.... I've added everyone on my list of subscriptions that already has myspace...
I really like journaling on xanga more... but oh well... I'll probably put like a couple pics up once in awhile or something on this thing but until next time.... take care my loves and don't forget to e-mail me with your numbers ppl!
Grrrr.... I absolutely hate it when I type a long entry and the computer decides to be a butt and shut down! How annoying... anyway ;).... so from this weekend I have some bad and good news....
First the bad.... On Saturday I had a couple of my girls come over and 3 of my bf's homies as well as him and myself... it wasn't quite a party, but almost... but yea' never again... Pretty much to make things really short.... one of the three friends of my boyfriend stole my phone, charger, cash and two visas from my wallet (which were in my room) AND a friend of mine's phone as well! So yea'... I'm not very happy about that... I wasn't gonna really do anything except plead with them for one of them to just return my stuff no questions asked... I won't be mad at them... just never trust them again :P... I doubt if they'll return it though... but my visas and phone have been cancelled, I have an extra charger, my friend just bought a new phone, sadly I can't get the cash... AND I was planning on buying a new phone anyway cause that phone is a piece of junk... but it was expensive AND the thing I am MOSTLY sad about is that I had everyone's phone number in that phone... and now they're gone! Grrrr... so out of all that stuff... I mainly want my SIM card back! So yea' if you are reading this and you're a friend of mine e-mail me at danicamarie84@yahoo.com with your phone number... I've been making a list of all the ppl who I had in there and all the numbers I can remember... but it sucks cause there is know way for me to get a hold of some of those ppl now! AHHHHH! And I don't know when I'll get my replacement phone! So yea' ppl e-mail me!
And today I told my boss what happened... I had to have my grandma come and knock on my window cause I forgot I didn't have an alarm (the alarm was on the phone)... how annoying is that! So anyway she told me (my boss) that no matter who they are I need to file a report with the police because it was against the law and the fact is... they stole. And what type of friend steals from his girlfriend's hommie? Not a very good one! So in my book they aren't even friends of his because they did something that low... I wasn't gonna care that much... but you know what... I am... they messed with the wrong person. I hate doing these things... I feel like a bad person or something... and it was only a lil cash and the other things can be replaced... but for real.... it's just not right and it should not slide. So yea'... lucky Danica gets to do something not so fun :(... but oh well... they made a stupid choice; not me.
Okay so the coolness of this weekend... I went to another party with a bunch of high school girlfriend's of mine... it wasn't your average party... it was ummm like a Mary Kay party, but not quite *wink*.... I bought like $70 worth of stuff ;)... hehe... so I'm excited! And happy cause I got to see ppl I haven't for awhile and chill with them for a bit! And what an experience we shared! Lol.... good times! But yea' ALSO on Thursday my mom called to tell me I received a letter from a sergeant overseas... well when she said the name I had NO idea who the hell it was! So I was super duper curious.... I read it and almost cried! It was the COOLEST thing ever... seriously like something you see on tv or something! It was from this guy saying that he was trying to locate an old army buddy of his and he thought my dad might be him! He said that my dad's name is very common, but mine isn't quite so common... he has been searching for my father for the past EIGHT years!!!!! WOW! My jaw dropped when I was reading that! I can't even imagine that!!! So he must have found my parents address on the internet or something... my dad took on my step-mom's name as well as his, my mom was remarried and my sister has both our dad's and step-dad's last names... so yea'... he was only able to find me... lol, see I knew there was a good reason I kept my original last name ;)... j/k!
I wrote him back already letting him know that I totally admire him for serving our country and fighting in Iraq for so long and also that his long search is over! I'm SO excited cause I will have made his day as well as my daddy's! Yay! But yea'... it was seriously like one of the best letters I have ever received!
Anyways those were the highlights from my week.... I must be off so I will talk to you all later!
xoxoDanicamariexoxo
P.S. Don't forget to send your phone numbers even if you think I didn't have it... cause chances are... I did. I had 300+ numbers in there and with me leaving to school and all it would be nice to keep in contact. Love you!
So I am finished apt-sitting... Thank goodness! I was about ready to shoot someone... nah, really it wasn't that bad... Just kinda annoying at times.... well two of my dearest are leaving either today or tomorrow to set out and begin a new chapter of their lives... God Bless you my loves and be safe always!
Last night I packed everything that I had moved to the apt for the past three weeks... oh man was that annoying! So then I'm thinking... wow... I have to do this in like seriously four more weeks! Hell no! So yea' now I'm taking snapshots of my clothes (name brands mostly) and I'm going to open up a store on Ebay and try and sell sell sell.... I've sold many textbooks and the like, but never clothes... so hoepfully things will pan out alright because I have to get rid of like 75% of my things... so sad... but it's a MUST! At least I'm not having to pack all my things into one vehicle and drive across country with my spouse like four of my friends are having to do... I can't even imagine! I give you guys props, for real because me.... ha! Wow this is gonna be a MAJOR challenge just deciding what I really want with me and what has to go four hours away...
I know these next four weeks are going to fly by so quickly... It's really weird! I just paid my last month's rent so I can at least save the extra money I'll be earning over the next couple weeks... so that's a major plus! And like three of my friends are coming home around the same time I'm leaving... so they're trying to squeeze coming home in right before I leave! Crazy times and crazy days.... OH and I think I'm pretty sure what I want to have as a tattoo now... I just need to look it up and see what it looks like... if I like it then probably next week... or maybe even this weekend.... ;) who knows.... I'll give you a hint though... it's a language! ;).... This weekend I am also gonna go to a party with a few high school friends... woohoo! It will be kinda sorta weird cause I haven't seen these girls in awhile... but way cool at the same time... it's an ummm interesting type of party... and that's all I can say ;).... when my girl told me about it last night I was like a WHAT party??? Lol... she was like... let your imagination run wild Danica... and I laughed and said... Oh believe me, it is ;)... lol... so yea'... it should be fun :D
But yea'... I'm off so keep it real and keep your head up homes... peace!
To: You will realize this is to you after the first line
That's it... I'm finished... no more trying, no more pleading, no more explaining, no more expecting, no more tears, no more fights, no more effort, no more ANYTHING.... I'm THROUGH! I am SO incredibly happy... and I'm sorry your parents divorced, I'm sorry I am living a life that is not pleasing to you because I date whoever the hell I want too.... What you should know my darling is that your attitude SUCKS! As the song goes... You're not promised tomorrow.... so why are you b****ing over something that is not your life? I'm tired of these games that I have to go through... I'm not your frickin slave.... I'm SO happy.... yea' I say "like" a lot, yea I'm a goof most of the time, yea' I love to talk to you because I haven't seen you in ages it seems like... so what, I miss you! And yea I may date younger guys who you don't agree on... but do you understand that the reasons you don't agree with them are absolutely RIDICULOUS? (You criticize me WAY too much!!!)
So what if you had a bad experience with something.... that doesn't mean the world does.... not everyone is you my dear.... you can't judge someone by an experience you had if you haven't even met them.... all my dating life I have tried and tried and tried to show you that you shouldn't hate me for stupid lil things... such as the choices I make.... you don't understand, I don't think you ever will... every guy I have been with has had to pass one of your STUPID tests and leaping through hoops.... and it has caused stress in our relationship... I'm through with your bull****! He is not dating you.... but me... they have all tried to be nice to you... but you have your mind set and eyes SO effin narrow that you don't give a crap!
I have tried... they have tried... but you're a cold hearted stubborn grrrrr!!!!!!! Yea'.... Open your eyes lil girl, the world is much bigger than your small views.... I'm SO worn out from you..... you really have no idea how badly I wish you would just be nice for a change and not PMS and take it out on the world.... I'm sorry your life isn't perfect, but you know what darling girl..... Mine isn't either! I have went through just as much shit as you have and look at me! I'm happy and content with who I am.... I love life, I love God, I love my family and friends and everyone so incredibly much, I don't judge, I love all and accept them with open arms... I don't judge someone based on past events... I breathe and let it go..... Life is better when you live lighter... trust me sweet girl.... attitude is the key.... learn and grow from things in the past.... don't let them hinder you from being everything God intended you too... You are so much more.... So much... and I love you... I love you with all of my heart.... but some things just can't fly.... I will live my life just as you have yours.... no longer will I stress over what you think and if you care for who I date... because all of your reasons for hatred are self-centered..... I seriously think what would make you happy is if I married someone who was white, filthy rich, I met him somewhere exquisite, he made YOU laugh, comforted YOU when YOU were sad (like a big brother figure) and so on....
*sigh* I'm tired.... so very tired. And I will always love you my babygirl.... forever, but even though I live each day as if it were my last I cannot strive for your approval 24/7....
Who knows where my life will lead me... who knows... just know that I tried with all my heart.... I will always love you, never abandon you if you are hurt or sad.... accept, be there, love you unconditionally and understand you no matter what my views may be.... Never forget the love of Christ.... that is what keeps my heart beating... and keeps me breathing... I love him soooo much and I believe that showing others love is more important than speaking about it constantly without a trace of evidence that you actually practice it.... all I talk about is love... and I make sure I live that out 100%....
I love you
your schwester,
Miss Danica Marie Brooks
P.S. To everyone else... please excuse the language. I am sorry if it offended you.
